Syifa' Azhar

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته This is what I feel right now. I can't tell anybody how I really fell because I can't find the right words to make them understand. Nobody's will understand me what I'm trying to do. Nobody's understand what I'm trying to cope. People will look my happiness through my face. But people don't know inside my hearts. It's difficult to make people understand you. I'm trying my best to protect those people that I loved. Yes, I know ALLAH is there for me. ALLAH always with me. Everything happens have owns their reasons. We can't force people. We influence people to do the right things. InsyaALLAH. 

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته first entry untuk tahun 2014? selepas setahun mendiamkan diri. selama setahun ini macam-macam yang berlaku. ada suka. ada duka. nafas baru untuk tahun 2014. insyaALLAH. macam-macam yang hendak dikongsi. tapi tak tahu dari mana nak mula.  tahun 2014,  aku jadi pelajar semula. baru nak amik degree dekat Unikl MIIT. terdetik nak sambung study apabila mama bagi 2 pilihan, sama ada berhenti kerja lama atau sambung study? jadi. pilih sambung study. walaupun umur dah meningkat. haha. masih belum terlambat kan? kerja as marketing executive kat sana bukan tak best. best sangat. ada banyak improvement. tapi. memandangkan banyak travel. membuatkan mama tak senang duduk. mana taknya, anak dara dok travel selalu and balik keja lambat.. hmm. for me, family comes first. aku takmaw pisang berbuah dua kali. tahun 2014, tahun neh jugak aku dan keluarga kehilangan orang yang tersayang. kehilangan yang memang tak dijangk...

I'm not perfect person, I make a lot of mistakes. . But still, I love those people who stay with me after knowing how I really am.

Assalamualaikum. Setelah sekian lama tak update blog. Life sekarang semakin sibuk, susah nak update macam dulu, kalau nak update pun, by phone. Takpuas kalau update by phone. Walaupun boleh update di mana-mana saja hanya by phone, tapi, memang kekangan masa untuk update. Adeh! InsyaALLAH akan ku cuba untuk update selalu selepas ini. . Tapi, kalau update selalu pun, bukan ada orang baca pun kan? Huhu xoxo, Syifa' Azhar

February. A lot of things happen in february past 2 years ago. The past 2 years ago, february is my nightmare. . But, this year february is my turning point from my nightmare. from negative will change to positive! InsyaALLAH.

We are not here to be punished . We are here to be educated . Every event has the potential to transform us, and disasters have the greatest potential to change our thinking. ACT AS IF EVERY EVENT HAS A PURPOSE, AND YOUR LIFE WILL HAVE PURPOSE. Figure out why you needed an experience, conquer it, and you won't need it again.  (Andrew Matthews, Follow Your Heart)

Happy birthday adik! Study rajin2 kat matrik tu.. May God bless u always! Take care! Please be more independent after this okay?? U already 19 years old. .. Make us proud of u okay? Love u!!